Tuesday, January 18, 2011


Enough is enough. I am so sick and tired of not having the motivation to lose weight. I'm so sick of seeing everyone around me getting pregnant without really having to try. I'm so so sick of the thought that the only thing stopping me from getting pregnant is losing weight. Then why the HELL can't I be motivated to do it? I feel like I've hit rock bottom so many times... but have I really? What is stopping me from getting the things that I love?

I just want to give up on everything. It's really, really hard to stay positive when you feel so worthless. I'm done disappointing not only myself, but everyone that I love.